Feeling like it...

Hey my friend,... where are you?? Some where far away to reach... to hold.. to be with... I am wanting u around.. to watch that new movie release to share my stories of Joy n sorrow...I would wanna hold u n cuddle u in ma arms... wanna feel that touch... the aroma around... That familiar thing that drove me crazy to be with you.... I cant believe that each time i am hoping to be with you & listen to you.. Some where the joy of being with your is undefinable... does this mean I am getting younger with passing days.. does the child in me wanna explore the zeniths of madness...

Finally the day is nearing when I am gonna see you... Look at you.. hold your arms along.. sing along that song which I emailed you to listen to & feel that thing that I always wanted to say while you were around... Trust me have mixed feelings to take that trip to reach you.. not able to figure out whts this feeling gottu be.. Just hoping I dont end up messing things around. Just wanna have that dance with you.. enjoy that drink & the music around which would take us to a different world.. most of it I aint able to drill down to words but certainly dont wanna miss on a single second along with you.. I feel I am back to college where I had my first crush & craved to see that Bike with the rider hanging a Guitar along..Ripping away not even giving me a look .. n suddenly stopping by to give that killing smile.. My Oh my.,.. I was in Fantasy Land & couldn't stop the gush of blood into my veins which makes me believe that I would die this moment...

That long drive that we have dreamt of for long & that beach walk that we wish to see.. Is all of it gonna happen or its my imagination driving me crazy??? But for once I waNNa go crazy & do what I feel like & not what the other expect out of me... not much for this LIFE atleast... So ROCK ON :-)

Somethings are Undefined

Have you spoken to some one for long hours without thinking what that person would think about you?? Have you ever dialed a mundane number to realize you might have a heard this voice earlier?? What I some times fail to understand is how a certain set of people make such a difference in ones life... they might not be your best buddies.. might not be known to you for ages... might not be the people who can gauge your moods.. but they definitely can make you woo to their tunes for some real long time... Why.. have you ever tried to think.... U just get to speak to some one for a minute n then end up talking to them for hours.. No chords attached no hooks ups.. no set versions to answers given... strange isn't it.... I have always felt we wish to get something from some one instead we get the same things or may be better from some one whom we would not have hoped that from.. Like you expect the one you love to comfort you in your hard times & may be it might not happen n a stranger can get you that peace in a fraction of a second.. this happens to me many times & each time i think of why,how etc ...just don't get a reason.. man...Life makes you talk to people, explore options & in fact more to be HAPPY... We just need to put the pieces together & choose to have that little laugh... not bothering as to whom you share that with... I am learning this n trying to unlearn lot of things which made me crave for things... now... i feel small smiles that some one brings to your lips... can last longer than a huge laugh which comes once in a BLUE MOON... Don't know how much sense does it make..but i just thought of penning it down...