Wednesday, July 16, 2014

So Here it Is....

What can I say? Life always brings me to such a juncture that I got no where to go...Just simply no where...A relationship that lasted for six god damn years just breaks off like that....whooshh....I realize I am standing in the middle of no where doing nothing...riding like a maniac on the street...empty handed...Well I should have accepted that as my fate forever.

Then, came another wind which moved me off ma feet promising a new hope, a new wish, a new sunlight from the opening of a tiny tunnel... I met the man of ma life, the man who flew all the way...said yes to me by just listening to my voice & here we were two complete strangers trying to figure our rest of the lives with each other....Well, it wasn't easy...it was rough...then it was smooth...then rougher...then a little easy then become so rough that we couldn't control it any manner...

Distance kinda triggered it more....Clashes became evident & unavoidable...We just couldn't look eye to eye with each other...

Some where in this entire mess....I bumped into another hump...Started off on a note that we thought we would hate each other forever...then we started look ahead of things & spoke so much that it became a habit....U came in where I didn't know what was going on???? What would it be?? But you just stayed...

Today...when I look back, its four years...Heck....I pinch myself to believe it...You said you loved me from Day One & I shooed you away...I said never say such a thing...when did I fall in love with you, I don't know but I just did...It was like another step of our relationship together...I knew we were not meant to last forever...I pulled myself back so many times...but you kept coming closer & I just had to give in...I did most of the times with just no holds barred.

N now, when I know...you ought to move on...Be happier...deserve better...I am crying like a fool thinking I am gonna loose you forever...Time to let you go Baby...its time...time to say Adieu to RP & JJ...time to say we had a fab time but now you can look beyond....I hereby solemnly swear to let you go.....With all my tears tightly bolted in ma heart...I am letting you go....You deserve all the happiness & oodles of Joy....Off you go....

Muah...ah...Love you always & ever....