Its Probably Me
This post is surely inspired by the song,its probably me.... The song from Lethal Weapon....
When somethings goes right or just superb,the one person who always gains the credit is "Me"....
Self praise out runs everything else and the pride sinks in thinking out loud.....I did it.... I mean we have had moments in our lives where we feel, if it wasn't for me, this wouldn't be possible....the sole onus lies in me.....however, come that moment when things are not favourable....are beyond repair....are ruined, spoilt,rotten enough to fix it.....each one of us would look for someone,something to be blamed for....
Not that,this is first time something like this has happened but just that as time passes and we grow older, we need to own it up to all the acts..... Realise it's probably me that it's all screwed up.... Understand that you could err, there is nothing shameful of making mistakes
.... Nothing nice about blaming others or a situation... However,we can't deny that certain things just happen, and one fails to reason it out....but however and whenever there comes a time to face it, we have no way to run or no escape....simple as it is....
There have been many situations in my life too, where it was just me that things went off hand, but I was just not courageous enough to own it up.... But sooner or later when I realised that its me and nothing else, the world around seemed different, a lot more sorted.... My decisions seemed mine for real....they looked crystal clear like flowing water.....
Saying No to your first love, letting it go with no hope of coming back.… crying all nite long to wake up to make one phone call to make up.....riding the road with no where to reach....being able to stop just to save a heart beat.....gosh.... Rejection sinking in slowly, acting like a slow poison, yet letting you to live, to smile for those who love you.... A sudden rush in veins, dragging you along to a zone not defined.... A touch, a warmth, a cuddle landing in a kiss so uncalled.... Reality post that still was you.....
Meeting random people, uncountable as it may seem now, but back then, it was some possession to be claimed for later times...... These bunch of people walking in and out, testing, questioning, craving and at last leaving you lonely yet again..... But each time boosting you up high, gazing you right in the eye stating this isn't the end....
Friends,new ones, ones who seemed lost making a come back, a bike ride long enough to push the zeal..... Again your being asking for some cozy creepy may be just a little warmth..... World seemed a stage for so all this and more..... One more little conversation lead to another,something that had visited earlier..... Seemed similar..... Love my friends..... But realization knocked in pretty soon, it can't be same again.....
More to follow......so it's probably me all the time......lol......
When somethings goes right or just superb,the one person who always gains the credit is "Me"....
Self praise out runs everything else and the pride sinks in thinking out loud.....I did it.... I mean we have had moments in our lives where we feel, if it wasn't for me, this wouldn't be possible....the sole onus lies in me.....however, come that moment when things are not favourable....are beyond repair....are ruined, spoilt,rotten enough to fix it.....each one of us would look for someone,something to be blamed for....
Not that,this is first time something like this has happened but just that as time passes and we grow older, we need to own it up to all the acts..... Realise it's probably me that it's all screwed up.... Understand that you could err, there is nothing shameful of making mistakes
.... Nothing nice about blaming others or a situation... However,we can't deny that certain things just happen, and one fails to reason it out....but however and whenever there comes a time to face it, we have no way to run or no escape....simple as it is....
There have been many situations in my life too, where it was just me that things went off hand, but I was just not courageous enough to own it up.... But sooner or later when I realised that its me and nothing else, the world around seemed different, a lot more sorted.... My decisions seemed mine for real....they looked crystal clear like flowing water.....
Saying No to your first love, letting it go with no hope of coming back.… crying all nite long to wake up to make one phone call to make up.....riding the road with no where to reach....being able to stop just to save a heart beat.....gosh.... Rejection sinking in slowly, acting like a slow poison, yet letting you to live, to smile for those who love you.... A sudden rush in veins, dragging you along to a zone not defined.... A touch, a warmth, a cuddle landing in a kiss so uncalled.... Reality post that still was you.....
Meeting random people, uncountable as it may seem now, but back then, it was some possession to be claimed for later times...... These bunch of people walking in and out, testing, questioning, craving and at last leaving you lonely yet again..... But each time boosting you up high, gazing you right in the eye stating this isn't the end....
Friends,new ones, ones who seemed lost making a come back, a bike ride long enough to push the zeal..... Again your being asking for some cozy creepy may be just a little warmth..... World seemed a stage for so all this and more..... One more little conversation lead to another,something that had visited earlier..... Seemed similar..... Love my friends..... But realization knocked in pretty soon, it can't be same again.....
More to follow......so it's probably me all the time......lol......
posted by some1there at 4:10 AM
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