Just when you start feeling a little excited or realize that you are smiling a bit more than usual, you have a hard stop awaiting at the other end...We have been planning every thing for over three months now, literally defining the action plan, the agenda, the stop overs,the stay, the flight, the fun, the craziness, the food, shopping extravaganza and so on...but here we realize that may be all might not even get embarked forget we meeting any one of the ones listed above... I mean...God, yeah I am talking to you...You parted us, I agree may be that was for good, but have you forgotten the sort of pain you gave us, made us cry, made us almost to come to kill & still let go thinking yeah...guess they should live.... Now, when we accepted your decision as the best for us, lived by your terms, I am not saying didn't complain, but did we not take it as it comes???? Tell me....
Now, after five odd years two people who haven't even seen each other, haven't experienced any sort of togetherness to the least proximity are again back to square one...N yeah, the most important bit of this entire vacation that we plan to have, again your invention, money, cash, finance is the biggest concern. Now, if I were to be a little rich, which again you never gave me a chance to be, I would have said big deal, I ll manage the expenses. But, for all I know,I might end up in debts again...ya right...how does it matter to you by the way...I know you have hundred things to break your head...so, I am assuming you might not even bother reading this...
But, common, one chance, one opportunity for us to meet, to be together, to know each other like before, to share our joys & sorrows....to be for each other may be for a short duration, cant you just grant us that haan....Just once...Initially we were planning next time too, but now the reality is whether this would happen or not...We have tickets booked...we have itinerary set for us to know that all might go in vain... Please God, don't let this fall apart.... you are making us dream, you are making us crave, you are making us go berserk & now, you can't let go of us...right in the middle...
Show some mercy out here...how can some one not be paid for so long?? Some one who I know has been struggling for as long as I know...some one who has been working for just peanuts...for all the efforts & pains that both of us gone through, can't there be just get one single chance to let go, be free....forget it all n just relish the snow capped mountains...just be there in that state of mind & have fun...n nothing else....for a change... Or have you made up your mind, that you should let us bear it all may be a little more than what we have....may be just some more till we give up....My goodness.. show some pity...
Okay, I am not talking any more....I have the faith in you...n please don't let that fall apart....make this happen please...I am begging you....that's it...Will you???
