Heavy Heart

It was Friday evening while I was waiting for my LUV to come home so that we can kick start the weekend... Kinda was building on a nice crazy weekend to begin... The phone rang & I picked & the voice at the other end sounded irritated. He said would not come in for dinner & banged the phone with a thud. Something was bothering him for which I became a punch bag...
Landed home with a much more frowning face & picked up a topic which ended in a fight...It was getting too much to take in & I wanted some fresh air to grab & went straight up my terrace to look at the moon & speak to some one who is always there to hear me out.. I cried like a baby... don't know why but all the conversations came boomerang back on ma head & I was just not able to hold it back...But some things never change for GOD sake... We spoke & spoke & it went on & I felt so light & nice & taken care of... God..why do u do this??? U ask for something from someone U don't get it...however the same is granted by someone else whom U never dreamt of too...Yet the solace is just needed at that point in time... I wanna be selfish for once...just wanna do what I have always wanted to.. go off on a tour where no one is around that I know...just be there n look at my own perspective of life... when would I do all this?? In fact would I ever do all this???
I have a craving where I can spend time with this dear friend of mine who plans to visit India & I just wanna repeat our nice times...In fact make some more... how many men actually agree upon the fact that they are MCP's... I was surprised hearing some one accept this being a man...
Awaiting that moment to come.... Looking forward to it...