Time.....
Five years, 60 months.....is it long? Long enough to know someone,trust someone and decide is it worth the decision taken? How does one ever know whether it is good giving any more time knowing? Right from the start, should the good things start, or does it take time to realise and start doing something worthy...... The biggest and might be the toughest decision of a persons life, may be,is to choose and stick on to the partner for life....Once the decision is taken to go ahead and give it a shot, experience matters, right?
The first one itself starting on a monetary note would never let one forget that, a vodka shot over the honeymoon....would live with you till your last breathe... This guess was the first signal, things aren't right.... Then, second one was money matters yet again, this time a huge one, again money given is gone forever.... But any use,none that could be seen.... Did dinners happen in between,yeah sometimes, first b'day terrible experience with a sprained leg and an angry partner...
House hunt,shifting... More money matters, who stepped in? You again? Why was it not sinking in the brain? Something was wrong....Friends, family, finance guys, all had been lenders....So what was the world trying to tell you? One year of staying away was a complete curse.... Fights, irritation, sleepless nights.....not to forget freedom,fun,dating and me time..... Which was better? Need I say it? Sudden decision of quitting a job by a man can leave you lost and helpless... But as someone says,the show must go on...
What was happening, what is happening now? The number of liquor bottles getting stacked by the week,increasing by the passing months, what stayed intact patience.... However, in this entire
drama, what was missing? Me.....what was evident..... Tolerance and patience....is that enough to keep a the relationship intact....
The talks about fixing problems,the umpteen discussions ending into fights have become a ritual.... Can it go on like this? If so, till when? What is the time line? Is this the end or sign of a new beginning....
The first one itself starting on a monetary note would never let one forget that, a vodka shot over the honeymoon....would live with you till your last breathe... This guess was the first signal, things aren't right.... Then, second one was money matters yet again, this time a huge one, again money given is gone forever.... But any use,none that could be seen.... Did dinners happen in between,yeah sometimes, first b'day terrible experience with a sprained leg and an angry partner...
House hunt,shifting... More money matters, who stepped in? You again? Why was it not sinking in the brain? Something was wrong....Friends, family, finance guys, all had been lenders....So what was the world trying to tell you? One year of staying away was a complete curse.... Fights, irritation, sleepless nights.....not to forget freedom,fun,dating and me time..... Which was better? Need I say it? Sudden decision of quitting a job by a man can leave you lost and helpless... But as someone says,the show must go on...
What was happening, what is happening now? The number of liquor bottles getting stacked by the week,increasing by the passing months, what stayed intact patience.... However, in this entire
drama, what was missing? Me.....what was evident..... Tolerance and patience....is that enough to keep a the relationship intact....
The talks about fixing problems,the umpteen discussions ending into fights have become a ritual.... Can it go on like this? If so, till when? What is the time line? Is this the end or sign of a new beginning....
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