Happiness Confused

Last Thursday afternoon, I got a call. It was my good friend on the other side. Said is tying the knot next month...I was like what the F***? This pal of mine is someone who has been with me during all the thick n thin. It's just that I can't believe all this is happening so soon. We never ever thought that there is some one ever made who would walk in & say, I would stand by...Gosh! I am such a moron, I went on questioning instead of congratulating 'cos it some how didn't really sink in... Been through so many things together in our lives, illness, happiness, tensions, joy & finally happiness...Its like, it makes you believe there is someone some where there for everyone always.. I know sounds kinda philosophical but it is...I guess.. The only thing that scares me more than her, hope this is here to stay. Hope this is stable, serene & brings in some ounce of honey to the barren land. With all the crazy elements in life when suddenly something good is bound to happen, you just don't realize you ought to be Happy.
It has happened to me also a couple of times, where I need to be delighted rather I am in a Lull state of mind...you know like a total blank state. Our meeting over the weekend has never been this confused. It was like I had too many things to say yet they were just stuck inside my brain, finding tough to come out. Its like when you know some one too well, you kinda don't know what to say. Now, what's the big deal on a wedding. There is here folks..When your physical cleansing system fails to do its job, you need to take outside support to force it to work.Don't know if you folks follow, but its complicated. With all this a wedding can be a sign of added trouble, can't say this though with 100% assurance but yeah it can be. Just hope & pray that Allz well that ends well....